Self love is something that some us of don’t do like we should. Self love is very important. Can you look in a mirror and say that you absolutely love yourself. It took a very long time for me to be able to this. I had allowed others opinions and what they think is the way to do things run my life. I aloud that to control more of me that it ever should have.

Being like this cause me to close off and hide parts of me that I thought others would dislike. It was so hard to truly express myself because I was too worried about what others thought about me. I always wanted to fit in. Be apart of the crowd and have others want to be around me. Living how you think other want you to live is not living. It’s existing.

I had to take a deep dive into myself to really get to the bottom of why I was like this. In my journey to meet my shadows I found why I was like this. It started from childhood. Always being left behind and out of just about everything. Not to mention the bulling. It is sad how we loose ourselves this way.

Taking the time to journal and journey with in helped me in so many ways. This had profound changes with in me during all of this. I embraced my hurt and pain from this. I realized that there was never anything wrong with me. I was to scared to be me. Now I very much love this part of me and this allowed me to truly be able to express myself.

My life is mine. Its no one else’s and it does not matter what others opinions are anymore. I am taking the time do things that I want. I am expressing myself. At the end of the day I live with me and it is my opinions of myself that counts. Self love is a wonderful thing.

Don’t be afraid to take that first step to look with in. You are much stronger than you think. Until next time C.