Lets be real with ourselves. We at times are our own worst enemies. Whether or not we want to admit it. Emotions can be a bitch especial if you are already naturally emotional. I am talking to all us water signs. You know how you are. Some of us (me) would let very strong emotions run their life. Talk about being all over the place holy cow!

What’s great is when we sabotage what we want. Yeah like something that you really want. Like, I want this new position at work or something like that. I would meditate and visualize myself in that position. Then my brain just starts hitting all the what if’s. OMG, like then all the negative what if’s start flooding in. You try to keep the positive but the negative out way. Then its no surprise when nothing happens. Familiar?

Run away brain syndrome! No not really its more of run away thoughts getting the best of us. It is not easy to pull your self out this kind of negative thought pattern. I have made my life into such a cluster fuck in the past. You have no idea. Being your own worst enemy is something that I have mastered.

There are a lot of different things that I have tried in the past to break this pattern. I never really understood why I kept doing this to myself. Until I started an inner world journey to heal myself. That is when I started seeing things including myself for what they are. Now I am moving into a more positive state of mind.

Don’t be afraid to be who you are. Find like-minded individuals you would be surprised how supportive they are! You have the power to change you. You just have to believe it and strive to be your authentic self. Until next time C.